I took nearly 3 days off and went on a little trip to visit my friends who recently moved to a farm in central Oregon. It was heavenly. We went for a couple little hikes, played with the dog, sat in the sun and looked over the valley, celebrated my not-son's birthday, watched him run with fierce intensity (and making excellent time in spite of getting run over!) in his second cross-country meet.
I cried when it was time to leave, I want to move there so much! It felt like "me." Alas, my circumstances won't allow it for now. But something to add to my dream-book.