The rest and recovery seem to be progressing better than in past years of shows. I don't know why. Usually it took me a good 3 weeks to overcome the exhaustion of preparation and presentation of a big show. I slept 14 hours last night. Really. But I feel pretty good today. I settled in, unpacked, went through mail, sorted all the orders into month-by-month folders, and now..
..I have actually started working on some drawings for the proverbial New Line. It is something that has vexed me for the past month. I am blaming the vexation on the fact that I didn't have my usual month of time to dive down as the New York show required preparation a good 3 weeks earlier than in years past. But spending 5 days staring at my work and envisioning ideas has told me to plunge in, don't worry whether they will be good or successful. I've made much new work that hasn't amounted to much, and in the process I've come up with pieces that are really very successful.
So I'm diving in with less self-criticism. We'll see where that gets me. And if nowhere? Well that will be ok too. I can't control outcome, only process. So engaging the process is my job.